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Friday, October 23, 2020

Flirting with Fire (Shore Thing #3) by Grace Kilian Delaney

 






A stuntman with a love for fire.
A yoga teacher in search of zen.
A holiday season neither will forget.

Stunt performer and self-declared badass, Tate Astbury returns to his hometown to spend another dreaded Thanksgiving with his dad. But his father forgets and makes other plans, resigning Tate to a quiet and depressing holiday alone unless he can find someplace else to celebrate.

When Tate’s mischievous friend learns about the unfortunate twist, he dares Tate to enter a radio contest to become a fake boyfriend for a desperate caller’s holiday dinner, and Tate never turns down a dare.

Endre Michel is a mess. His yoga business is on the cusp of ruin, and his moms are visiting from out of state for the holiday, intent on meeting his boyfriend, a person Endre invented. Through the contest, he meets Tate, a crude, tattooed older man who plays the role of doting boyfriend so well, Endre suspects and hopes it’s not all for show.

Neither man can deny the unintended connection, and they struggle to overcome the distance between Tate’s put-together Hollywood career and the chaos surrounding Endre’s unsteady future—a situation that intensifies when an unthinkable tragedy uncovers a dark and painful truth.

Will Tate and Endre’s future together perish in flames, or can their love rise from the ashes?

Flirting with Fire can be read as a standalone holiday romance with several cups of angst, questionable jokes, a bird with a wicked sense of humor, a bed with loud, squeaky springs, and an HFN/HEA ending.

CW: suicide, substance abuse disorder, grief, mental illness




My Rating - 5 Stars!


Flirting with Fire is a wonderful hurt/comfort read by Grace Kilian Delaney. The third book in the Shore Thing series, it's easily read as a standalone. 

The themes explored throughout this book are heavy. There's a huge emphasis on grief, guilt, depression, and addiction. Everything is written with extreme care, compassion, and heart. It's realistic, emotional, and all consuming. I am downright impressed with the way the author handles everything. 

As for Tate and Endre, they meet via a radio contest for a fake boyfriend for the holidays situation. It's a cute thing and I adore their first meeting, as things get off to a bad start. They do eventually click and end up being great supports for one another.

Learning the details of these men's pasts is as emotional as it gets. Both suffered, and continue to suffer, greatly. The meat of this story is Endre and the fact that his life is at a crossroads. Things with his best friend are strained, he's struggling with his business decision, and he's trying to stay clean through it all. It's a lot to deal with and the reader gets a front row seat for it all. 

One of the highlights of this story for me is the way Endre uses his videos to talk through his pain and addiction issues. He not only talks through his current issues, but we get flashbacks to how he started doing so and why. He's open and honest about his addiction and recovery, putting his vulnerability out into the world. It's remarkable and would be a fantastic way for many people to deal with such issues in real life. I truly love this. 

I love and adore Tate and Endre as a couple. They have a lot on their plates and many reasons to not try to be together, including distance. But through it all, they genuinely are perfect for one another and help the other to heal. Fate is definitely at play for these two.

And then there's Endre and Jackson. What a complicated relationship these two have. Omg, my heart breaks for Jackson and I completely understand his decisions, despite the impact they have on Endre. I am crossing my fingers that we get Jackson's story, as I desperately need him to find love. 

This story has a lot going on. Much of it is the men dealing with their emotional baggage. It has looks into Tate's career as a stunt man and the danger he faces. There's also real life danger to deal with, as well as some twists and turns that help bring this story full circle. I should say, the twists and turns weren't a shock to me, as I suspected the big reveal all along, but I love the way it's developed and executed. Another well done moment for the author.

In the end, Flirting With Fire is a beautiful story. This Grace Killian Delaney book is one hell of a ride. as we're reminded that sometimes what looks like a bad thing can actually be a new opportunity for better things. Definitely consider this book the next time you're in the mood for an angst ridden emotional journey towards healing. You won't regret it. 


Sunday, January 26, 2020

Daiquiris and Dreams (Hearts of Snow Lake Book 7) by Ashton Cade




Amazon Link - Available in KU






Blurb

Taylor:

Pretty much everyone in my life has teased me about my crush on the boss at this point. I figured Noah knew and was just saving me some embarrassment by playing dumb. Hard to believe an astute guy like him could be so clueless, but I’ve heard crazier things, I guess.

Since the accident, he's just in shock. He’s always been a man of few words, which I've chalked up to him being ex-military, but this is on another level. This is a man shutting down, and I’m trying my best to keep him from slipping under the surface. It’s not like I have any comforting words to offer⁠—there’s not much of a bright side here. No silver lining to losing your brother and sister-in-law in a horrific bus accident. His little niece Bailey’s alive, but babies are so fragile, so unpredictable.

Who's going to take care of her? And who's going to take care of Noah? I guess I'll step up. But ... who's going to take care of me?

Noah:

After a long day tending bar, it’s really nice to come home to a friendly face. Nicer than I really want to admit. And it’s not just any friendly face, it’s Taylor. The guy that’s way too young for me. Way too sweet for me too.

Ever since the accident, he's been more amazing than I could ever dream. Even though I don't know what I would do without him, I have to think of his welfare. I just know it’s better for him if I keep my distance, don’t get involved. I’m a cranky old son of a bitch with too much baggage for someone with an uncomplicated life like his. I’ve never had anyone other than my brother, and to be honest, I wasn’t always great at being there for him. First chance I got I joined the Army to get away from the bullshit of our life, leaving him to figure out his own way.

I don’t deserve to even be having thoughts about a guy like Taylor, a guy with such a big heart. The kind of guy that sees a curmudgeon like me and thinks there’s something worth saving.

Review 
My Rating - 5 Stars!



Ashton Cade's Daiquiris and Dreams, the seventh book in the Hearts of Snow Lake is an emotionally riveting story.


Noah's haunted by his past, drowning in grief as well as pain from his PTSD. Taylor, who's long crushed on his boss Noah, suddenly finds himself hired to be his manny. I love the way their story starts. It's emotional, full of pain and grief, yet firmly sets the stage for this wonderful boss/employee romance. Taylor is super sweet and sensitive, and I love the ways in which Taylor helps to bring Noah back to life. 

As for Bailey, well, if you like babies, you will love her. She is the cutest and I absolutely adore her.

This is a story of surviving one's grief, fears, and doubts. It's a story of finding love through pain and loss.

The outside forces that cause angst is probably a little forced for some people. For me, I enjoyed it a lot and just went with it. It's definitely emotional, both scary and creepy.

I enjoy the sooth writing, the intriguing characters, and the well developed storyline. There is fantastic character growth for both men and a whole lot of romance. It's written in first person, present tense, which I usually hate, but I didn't even notice it until well into the book. 

Overall, Daiquiris and Dreams is a splendid romance. The entire Hearts of Snow Lake series is captivating. If you love small towns, these books are a must read. 


Hearts of Snow Lake series - 

Book 5.5 - Gratitude and Gravy



Monday, March 4, 2019

RELEASE BLITZ & REVIEW - The Ghosts Between Us (The West Hills: Chris & Elliot) by Brigham Vaughn




Buy Links: Amazon US | Amazon UK 

Exclusive to Amazon and Available to Borrow with Kindle Unlimited



Length: 130,000 words approx.




Blurb


Dr. Christopher Allen knows how to deal with death. He’s a psychiatrist who works with hospice patients and their families, helping them cope with grief and letting go. But Chris’s job doesn’t prepare him for the sudden death of his devil-may-care brother Cal.

At Cal’s funeral, Chris is completely thrown when he meets Elliot Rawlings, an artist Cal has been dating. Chris is hurt to discover that the brother he knew as straight was actually bisexual. Elliot is angry and resentful of having been kept hidden from Cal’s family.

After the funeral, a night of drinking at the bar with Cal’s friends leads to Chris and Elliot falling into bed together. The next morning, they’re overwhelmed by guilt and grief and agree to never speak of it again.

But Cal’s apartment needs to be packed up and Elliot reluctantly agrees to help Chris, as well as answer some questions about Cal’s life and their relationship. Despite their guilt and initial dislike for one another, they sort through the pieces of Cal’s life and begin to fall for each other.

Despite his best efforts to fix things, Chris’s family seems to be crumbling around him and he begins to question who he is and what his role with them is. As his feelings for Elliot grow, Chris must decide if they’re worth further damaging his fragile relationships with his friends and family.

Elliot’s rough upbringing has left him distrustful of getting close to anyone, much less another man who isn’t willing to acknowledge him in public. The odds seem stacked against Chris and Elliot, but if they can overcome them, they may be able to lay Cal’s ghost to rest, along with their own demons.



Review 
My Rating - 5 Stars!

Damn! The Ghosts Between Us is a spectacular book. It's a multi-layered story that kept me up late into the night, as we're reminded that things are not always as they seem.

We meet Chris at his brother, Cal's funeral. That's where Chris meets Cal's secret boyfriend, Elliott. Chris is already struggling with Cal's death, but finding out that his brother had a whole part of himself that he never revealed to Chris hurts even more. Soon he's on an emotional journey of learning about himself, his brother, and his parents.

This is a tale of loss and recovery. It's a tale of grief and guilt. It's a tale of fear and strength. It's a tale of mistakes and regrets. It's a story of need and want.  It's raw, it's real, and it will have you crying with these men at times.

There are several types of loss involved; that of a brother, a lover, a parent, and a best friend. Everyone deals with it different, but each is suffering. This is their journey of finding love when they find peace in one another.

As Chris and Elliott spend time together, they find that they are each other's peace and safety. But, it won't be easy. And there are secrets and lies between them and happiness, in addition to guilt, confusion, and fear.

I love the way in which this story is told. It's a complex tale, and it's development is fantastic. It's a sad story, with a gloomy tone, but it involves a whole lot of hope, as it's also a story of healing. The author uses a lot of flashbacks that reveal a whole lot to the reader.

One of my favorite parts is the letter. The letter gutted me, but I loved it.

Chris' family issues are a tough read, leaving the reader heartbroken. The pressure to help his family is all too present and overwhelming.

The Ghosts Between Us is an accomplished book, showing the internal struggle to find oneself. Chris has no idea who he is without his brother, and he needs to find out. Secrets have a way of putting a chasm between people, and boy does that happen. It's a stellar read that I highly recommend.




Brigham Vaughn is on the adventure of a lifetime as a full-time author. She devours books at an alarming rate and hasn’t let her short arms and long torso stop her from doing yoga. She makes a killer key lime pie, hates green peppers, and loves wine tasting tours. A collector of vintage Nancy Drew books and green glassware, she enjoys poking around in antique shops and refinishing thrift store furniture. An avid photographer, she dreams of traveling the world and she can’t wait to discover everything else life has to offer her.


Her books range from short stories to novellas. They explore gay, bisexual, lesbian, and polyamorous romance in contemporary settings.



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Saturday, January 5, 2019

From Ashes (Heathens Ink #3) by K.M. Neuhold







Blurb


“When the broken man with scarred skin walked into Heathens, asked for a job, and showed me a sketch of a phoenix, it felt like fate.”~ Adam

It started with an anonymous post by someone who didn't want to live anymore. I read it over and over again, unable to get it out of my mind. What if my brother Johnny had posted something like this before he'd taken his own life? Would someone have been able to save him?

I've been living a lie for 16 long years and I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to keep it up. And when a beautiful, broken man walks into my tattoo shop asking for a second chance at life, I know I'll never be able to turn him away.


“When I was so far down I couldn’t even see the light, a stranger reached in to save me”~ Nox
I didn't have anything to live for, until a kind stranger pulled me back from the brink. With physical and emotional scars I have nowhere to turn now but to that same stranger who saved my life without realizing it. But as my feelings for Adam grow, will I ever be anything other than a surrogate for the brother he couldn’t save? Am I even worthy of his love?

**From Ashes is the third book in the Heathens Ink series, each book in the series CAN be read as a standalone.

CAUTION: this book contains graphic descriptions of domestic violence and drug use that may be disturbing to some readers.


Review 
My Rating - 5 Stars!

KM Neuhold's third book in her Heathens Ink series, From Ashes, is an amazing story. 

It's a compelling and accomplished story of two broken men, who together can save one another. Nox's story is heart-wrenching. And the grief and guilt from losing his brother is drowning Adam. 

The special meaning of the phoenix rising from ashes is wonderfully explored. I applaud the author for this addition to the tale.

Another remarkable part of Nox and Adam's story is the way that Adam reacts to Nox's scars. Seriously, this is so damn beautiful and emotional. I was so touched by this.

From Ashes is fantastic. I loved every single second of it. Luckily, there are more books in this superb series by KM Neuhold. 

My previous reviews - 
Book 1 - Rescue Me
Book 2 - Going Commando 




Tuesday, December 11, 2018

Drawn To You by Jaclyn Quinn








Blurb


Leaving his enormous family behind, native New Yorker, Elijah, decides to move to Brighton Pier for a fresh start. Being part of a large LGBTQ community and landing his dream job at Inkubus, a local tattoo shop, is too big of a draw for him to turn down. But just when he thinks his new life is going perfectly, he finds out his burgeoning relationship is nothing more than a friends-with-benefits arrangement to the man he was swiftly falling for. Suddenly, everything that felt so right to him feels all wrong, and he wonders if New York, with his family, is where he is meant to be after all.
Jake has worked hard for the life he’s made for himself in Brighton Pier. His life as a bachelor is pretty set in stone. Running his own business and spending time with his family and friends is enough for him, or so he’s convinced himself. Though he’s met a man he cares for, he’s adamant about keeping his single life as is. He has his reasons for not wanting to commit to the beautiful man he’s irrevocably drawn to. He just hopes their friends-with-benefits arrangement will be enough to keep Eli in his life.
When tragedy strikes, and Jake’s world is turned upside down, his instincts lead him to lean on the one person who’s become someone special, despite his best efforts to try and push him away. Eli—unable to turn Jake away when a loss so great takes the strong man to his knees—steps selflessly into the void in Jake’s life, regardless of the toll it takes on him. As both men struggle to deal with their own emotional turmoil, their lives veering off course, they grow inevitably closer as the days pass. But even so, they are still left wondering—can two people, drawn together by tragedy, turn a devastating situation into a fresh start? Or is it too late for a new beginning?



Review 
My Rating - 5 Stars!

I wish I could give Jaclyn Quinn's Drawn To You more than 5 stars. It's that kind of book.

It's a tear-jerking, emotional journey of two men finding their way. It's a story of fear, loss, love and family.

Jake and his employee, Eli, have been hooking up for some time now. But, while Eli wants more, Jake doesn't. Suddenly Jake's world changes completely in one moment, and Eli's the one who's there to help him. 

Jake and Eli's relationship is wonderfully developed and explored. Their story is beautiful, tender, sad, happy, and more. They're two men who want different things from life. But, as we know, dreams can change, and desires can change.

Then there's Jake's nephews. Their emotional journey is exceptionally written, as it's realistic, developed with thought and care.

I absolutely love every second of Drawn To You. At it's heart, it's about family; the importance of making a family full of those who love you, support you and are there for you. It's about grabbing love while you can. 




Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Striking Sparks (The Walker Boys #1) by Ari McKay








Blurb

The stakes are high and the heat is on.

Beau Walker, owner of the Barbecue Shack, needs the help of Jake Parnell, his one-time rival and secret crush, in a televised barbecue competition. Beau is a proud man, but the stakes are high, and smart, sexy Jake is his only hope, even if being around Jake reawakens the attraction he’s fought for years.

Jake left his hometown, determined to build a life somewhere his sexuality wouldn’t hurt his family’s restaurant business—and far away from hunky, obstinate Beau Walker. Then his twin, Josh, is killed, and Jake returns to support his brother’s wife and children. Despite his reservations, he agrees to go head-to-head against Beau on national television. Between stress and grief, as well as pride and determination, only one thing is certain—the heat between Beau and Jake extends well beyond the kitchen.



Review 
My Rating - 4 Stars!

Striking Sparks is a fun enemies to lovers romance by Ari McKay. 

Jake and Beau, former high school rivals, are reunited when Jake returns home to help his sister in law. Each man has been shaped by their former rivalry and the words that were exchanged. 

In addition to dealing with Beau, Jake has to deal with the grief of losing his brother and the cookoff show that his brother had agreed to be on soon. 

The secondary characters are great and help Jake and Beau to settle their differences, which are many. They were rivals on the football field, and they had a lot of misunderstandings between them.

We are also treated to the great little town of Buffalo Lick, TX, with all it's character and charm.

One of the best parts of this story is the banter between Beau and Jake. They are so perfectly suited to each other and it shows. Their slow burn romance is well done and their connection is strong. Their chemistry was hot, but unfortunately, was mostly off page.

I am definitely happy to have discovered Striking Sparks and this fun series by Ari McKay.  







Season's Change (Trade Season #1) by Cait Nary

  Amazon Link    Goodreads Link A veteran hockey player and a rookie can't get away from each other—or their own desires—in this sexy, h...