To Love Again by Andria Large

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Jack

Leaving was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. He would have killed me if I stayed, though. I couldn’t have done it without Warwick’s help. Not only did he give me the out I needed, but also a safe place to live. With my ex looming around every corner, looking for the chance to get his hands on me, I received the best gift ever—a month in England—and I took it!


Warwick

England was supposed to help Jack get away from his ex and find himself again. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him there. Especially when I knew he might stay… indefinitely. With my busy schedule as an ER doctor, an ocean between us, and the trust issues his abusive ex inflicted, the chance of a successful long-distance relationship is close to zero. Loving Jack may be the one thing I can’t fix.

Review 

My Rating - 5 Stars!

To Love Again is one of the special books that gripped me immediately and instantly brought me into it's world. This Andria Large romance is a special one. 

Jack is a broken man, both mentally and physically. He's a mere shell of himself, unsure of who he even is anymore. Finding the strength to run away from his abusive ex, Greg, may very well kill him. Greg is abusive, aggressive, and insane. Jack's been through hell, and is terrified to be alone, jumps at shadows, and suffers from panic attacks. 

Warwick is an angel who helps rescue Jack. He's loving, caring, and supportive. 

When Jack learns to trust again, his scenes with Warwick are emotional, tender, and beautifully written.

Falling in love with a broken man is not easy. Jack's not emotionally available, but Warwick can't help himself from falling for him. Their tale is full of facing one's fears, finding the courage to love and trust again, and sacrificing everything for the one you love.

To Love Again is a superb read. It's a story of healing, of trying to find your life and purpose again, finding the feeling of being free again, and learning to trust again. It's tender and emotional and completely riveting.

The abuse is raw, vile, and tough to read. I found myself cringing and tearing up a lot. 

I absolutely love and enjoy Warwick's roommate, Diandra. She's a breathe of fresh air, a hero, and an amazingly supportive friend.

To Love Again is an amazing read. It's complex, gripping, and exquisite. This is definitely a read for when you have a chunk of time and are able to fully immerse yourself. 

From War to Forever (War Trilogy #1) by Andria Large

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2nd Edition Dennis

The love of my life is dead. Is there a reason to live anymore?

I'm a veteran Marine. Terrorists took not only my foot, but also my wife. Recurrent nightmares, a dead-end job, and a painful limp are all I have left. My best friend, Tucker, and my sister, Lizette, keep me afloat. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for Tucker... literally. And then, out of nowhere, there are these feelings. The kind I haven't felt in years. The kind I'm not sure I can handle, or even want to. But they've started wrapping around my broken heart, trying to mend it. Only they are not for a woman, but for the man suddenly sharing my bed. I'm not so sure I'm ready to give love another go.

Tucker

The war took my hearing, but I'm alive. Many of my friends are not. I am building a life with my best friend, Dennis. We have become practically inseparable. And now, we are more than friends. I've never had feelings like these for a man. My parents, my brother, my buddy, Duke--will they understand how I feel about Dennis? Can I risk losing my family?

First Edition published as At War by KDP Select, 2015.

Review 

My Rating - 5 Stars!

From War To Forever is a compelling and emotional romance by Andria Large that will pull on your heartstrings. It's emotionally charged, full of horrific times, and very eye-opening.

Dennis and Tucker are two ex-marines who meet in the hospital and are now roommates. They are brought together by friendship and need. Dennis is now living as a bouncer, after losing his wife and his leg in the war, two things that cause him a lot of suffering. Tucker is now working in IT after losing his best friend and his hearing in the war, the pain of which is excruciating. 

Dennis is a mere shell of the man he used to be. His soul is empty and his eyes are lifeless. Only Tucker can bring him back to life, as he knows the pain on a personal level.

The Alzheimer story is well written, with a whole lot of knowledge, love and compassion. It's written in great detail and causes so much pain that's it had me wanting to cry many times.

My favorite parts are the romantic love scenes. As both men are exploring gay sex for the first time, these scenes are tender, and passionate. I love that their deep love on a friendship level leads to more. These men are brought together in a natural manner, and decide to go with their budding feelings. Their love for each other is there long before their attractions start.

My favorite sentiment is that there's beauty in finding someone who loves you when you can't even love yourself. So true. 

Dennis and Tucker are survivors, who endure a long, hard-fought road to find their happily ever after.  They have a complicated journey on which they find peace and love. They have to deal with a sick mother, a homophobic brother, and more, in addition to their own issues with each other.

From War To Forever is a tale of learning how to find your own happiness, as you can't depend on someone else to make you happy. It's a complex and steamy Gay For You romance. Not only do Dennis and Tucker find a second chance at love, they also get a second chance at life. I absolutely love this book!